The Last One

This will be my last post for this school year so...

   I admit that doing all these posts was fun, although I did not pass those that I made for... two quarters? We're only one school week and two school days til summer vacation, and I'm really excited but also sad and worried at the same time.

Excited, for some obvious reasons. I've got so many plans for my summer vacation, and as usual, that includes attending summer classes. But I'd observed that since I entered Pisay, I wanted to explore more things. Before, my summer checklist (even though I did not have a hard copy of t, I do have a soft copy... on my head) usually consisted of 0-6 goals, and now I have a list of above 10 (and counting) goals for summer, I don't think I can't accomplish them all. Pisay has made me way more adventurous and curious, because now, I want to learn so many things in a fun way.


I'm sad because lately, some things have been going wrong. Some had been solved and

had returned to normal, but as they did, there always seems to be a new dilemma replacing it. I don't want to end the school year when I know there are still problems left unsolved (that does NOT include math problems, because Ma'am Jen is too kind to allow us to stress over Math too much. Also, I'd be far away from my friends for two solid months (and more), and keeping in touch would only be through social networking sites and through text messages. Seeing each other personally would've been easier if we lived near each other (like in elementary), but that is not the case. Another also is that there are some people I'm not sure if I'd be seeing anymore, I will not mention anyone, but it might be a teacher (since the possibility of retirement for some teachers is not far from reach), a batch mate (who knows?), or much worse, a friend, a close friend.

And... I'm worried because I'm do not know what's in for me in the future. I'd be entering a new phase in my life next year, my second year in Pisay. I'm sure there'd be a lot of changes, a lot of challenges, a lot of surprises, a lot of new people. And I'd need to prepare myself for that, but I'd never be sure if my preparation will be enough.
But I also think that worrying won't do me anything. I'd just have to do my very best again. And keep trying. And stay positive. And never EVER lose hope.


SO FOR NOW...

BUT...

RIGHT. THEN...