*Deep Breath*

   So our first Fourth Quarter activity was... the Introduction of the topics.
   Looking at the topics and listening to Sir Tom explain what they're all about kept me biting my nails. Surely these topics aren't like the earlier ones from the First, Second, and Third Quarters. These sound more challenging, and hopefully they'd be easier to understand than I think they'd be. For that whole meeting, its all we talked about, joked about, and discussed about. The topics weren't that many and Sir Tom had told us to expect that there will be excess meetings because we could finish all those topics faster than expected.

 I couldn't help thinking what there'll be in store for me this Fourth quarter. I know I will be receiving a lot of pressure from different people to bring back my position. But I think I could do it. MAYBE  I could still do it. As Ma'am Jen said, I should not lose hope. People like her keep me doing my best because I would not want  to disappoint the people who believe in me. I do not want to show them that they were wrong in believing in me and in what I could do.

So, right now, in the beginning of the quarter , I'll start with my best to finish with my best.

... before I start this quarter